ok everyone...heres my new xanga...

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=HawtXCore

All I'm gonna say is im oh so very happy....

and im not single anymore...yep me and johnny are officially together once again...and I couldn't be happier. I love you sweetness!!!

and now some random shit going through my head...

*Sometimes I forget I have a nosering and I rub the side of my nose...and it hurts

*Matt and Cory are crazy

*Dinuba people are dumb asses

*Albas gonna be sooo pissed off cuz I missed her parents anniversary

*I heart my new job

Ok...Let me tell you why my life sucks, and why my life kicks ass...

My life sucks because...

I was supposed to hang out with who I thought would be my new dude...but i guess just my makeout buddy (well not anymore) tonite...so he calls me at like 6 and says he can't cuz he has to do homework. Well later on I talked to matt and he knows for a fact that guy dropped out of school like two months ago. Is there something wrong with me? Am I fat or ugly and don't know it? Am I a horrible person? why do I get treated like I don't even matter?

another reason my life sucks. I miss him so freakin much. I know I shouldnt even care...but I do. I would do anything just to hear him say he wants to be with me and cares about me and would never ever hurt me. I wish he would come over here and drink apple juice (hey apple juice owns) and kiss me and tell me he loves me.

I got an antibiotics shot in my ass today...and the saddest part is, I asked if i could get one.

and theres many other reasons my life sucks...but im getting sad so now on to why my life kicks ass...

I have the best friends a girl can have...moe and matt...you fuckers own!!!

Two very kick back jobs

A body like whoa...hehehe just kidding i don't but i have cool hair.

Ive gone out two nites in a row and had funnnnn!!!!

and did i mention i have cool hair...

Tonite was so much fun...hmmm I think i'll be emo for a while.

I was thinking about you today...It made me smile. I remembered the time we kissed at midnite, The time you kissed me on the beach, The time you said you wanted to marry me. I saw you today...it took everything I had not to hold you, not to kiss you, not to tell you how much you meant to me. They talked about you today...they said I didn't need you, they said I'm better off without you, they told me to forget you. You looked at me today...you had that look in your eyes that meant you love me, yet the look in your eyes that meant you were better off without me.

Yep thats my emo emo poem...on a different note. Today I painted my nails, dyed my hair, (moe) waxed my eyebrows, and I got my nose pierced...wow now I look completely different...no not really but im still hawtXcore.